Masterchef winner Pankaj Bhadouria says chemotherapy-induced hair loss is 'traumatic': It stopped my breath
Mumbai, August 11
Celebrity chef and 'MasterChef India' Season 1 winner Pankaj Bhadouria has opened up about the emotional impact of chemotherapy-induced hair loss.
The chef said that although she knew it was coming, actually seeing her hair fall out has been "traumatic".
Sharing a picture of herself combing her hair and looking at the strands that have fallen out, Pankaj wrote an emotional note about dealing with the most difficult parts of her ongoing cancer treatment.
She wrote, "You know it. You are prepared for it. But when it hits you, it hits hard.
I was always prepared for hair loss in the 3rd week of chemotherapy. But when it started happening, it stopped my breath. I was so proud of my thick strong hair and seeing them go like this is turning out to be traumatic. I know I will get them back, even better....but this is where it is hurting the most. #chemotherapy #cancer #pankajbhadouria #hairfall #trauma."
For the uninitiated, Pankaj had previously prepared herself for the possibility of losing her hair during chemotherapy.
Before beginning the treatment, she had also opted to cut her long tresses short. In a social media update ahead of chemotherapy, she had written a note through a post that read, "I begin with my chemotherapy. Who knows what chemotherapy might throw my way. Hair loss or not, Let me enjoy what I have, when I have, in the way I want to have."
The chef revealed about her cancer diagnosis to public in May this year. On May 28, she shared a picture from her hospital bed and revealed that she had been diagnosed with breast cancer. Alongside the picture, she wrote, "I have been diagnosed with Breast Cancer. Need your prayers and support".
She had also shared a video from the hospital showing her undergoing medical tests, with the text, "Going for tests and more tests.....not a happy place to be."
A day later, on May 29, Pankaj revealed that she was heading for surgery. "Thank you so much for all the love and support that you have showered on me. Today I am going for surgery and I know I will bounce back. So, once again keep me in your prayers," she said.
Following the surgery, Pankaj shared another health update in June, revealing that detailed post-surgery biopsy reports had changed the course of her treatment.
She said an invasive 2mm HER2-positive component had been detected, following which doctors advised 12 chemotherapy sessions and one year of targeted therapy.
Pankaj had admitted that while she was "a little scared" of the word chemotherapy but said she would approach the treatment one day at a time.
— IANS
Reader Comments
This hits close to home. My mother went through the same thing last year, and people don't realize how much emotional toll chemo takes beyond the physical pain. Seeing your hair fall out in clumps is absolutely heartbreaking. Pankaj ma'am, you're a warrior. Stay strong!
It's so sad that she has to go through this. But honestly, the way she's sharing her journey is helping so many women who feel alone in this fight. In India, we often hide illnesses, but Pankaj Ma'am is breaking that stigma. Praying for her speedy recovery 🙏🌸
It's genuinely heartbreaking to see someone so accomplished go through this. But her honesty about the emotional side of cancer treatment is refreshing. So many people only talk about the physical symptoms but ignore the mental toll. Wishing her strength and a full recovery.
As a cancer survivor myself, I can completely relate. Hair loss was the hardest part for me too. Everyone tells you "it'll grow back" but at that moment, it feels like you're losing a part of your identity. Pankaj ma'am, you're teaching us all how to face this with grace. Keep fighting! ❤️
I appreciate her honesty, but I wish the media would focus more on the mental health support systems available for cancer patients rather than just the emotional side. Still, Pankaj is incredibly brave for sharing this. May she get all the strength she needs 🙏
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