Jon Chu Admits He Once Felt He Didn't "Deserve" a Place in Hollywood

Jon M. Chu has admitted he once felt he didn't "deserve" a place in Hollywood despite helming major hits. The director recalled his mindset during the breakthrough phase of his career, saying he felt like he won the lottery without knowing how. Chu said 'Crazy Rich Asians' was a big turning point where he had to learn to win in a different way. He now has a multi-year deal with Paramount Skydance and is working on several high-profile projects.

Key Points: Jon Chu on Self-Doubt: "I Didn't Think I Deserved Hollywood"

  • Jon Chu admits feeling undeserving of Hollywood success
  • Doubts persisted even after directing global hits
  • 'Crazy Rich Asians' was a turning point in his career
  • He now has a multi-year deal with Paramount Skydance
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Jon Chu admits he once felt he didn't "deserve" a place in Hollywood

Jon M. Chu reveals struggling with imposter syndrome despite directing hits like 'Crazy Rich Asians' and 'Wicked'. Read his candid reflections.

"I didn't think I deserved to be in Hollywood. - Jon M. Chu"

Washington, May 3

In a candid reflection on his journey, filmmaker Jon M. Chu has revealed that despite helming major global hits, he once struggled with self-doubt about belonging in Hollywood.

Speaking at Canva Create 2026's Building Worlds: From Script to Spectacle panel at SoFi Stadium in Los Angeles on April 16, the 46-year-old director opened up about the early uncertainties that shaped his creative path, as per People magazine.

"I was discovered, and I got very lucky. And when you win the lottery, you think you actually don't know how you got there," Chu said, recalling his mindset during the breakthrough phase of his career, according to People magazine.

Chu, best known for directing 'Crazy Rich Asians' and 'Wicked', explained that his filmmaking process begins with an emotional and imaginative connection.

"And it either sparks me or not, or I have to go on some journey to find if I connect with it. Other times I'm like, 'I have to tell this story,'" he said, adding, "Because without that, I can't tell you what colours. I can't tell you what we should build for, and it doesn't mean anything to me."

Reflecting on his early years, Chu described the pressure of living up to cinematic greats while still developing his craft.

"You are so conscious of ... doing it because you're not like the greats, but the greats are the ones that inspired you," he noted, adding, "You want to be like that so badly you don't have quite the language or the tools or the ability of the craftsmanship yet," as quoted by People magazine.

A turning point came with 'Crazy Rich Asians', the 2018 romantic comedy that went on to earn USD 239 million worldwide on a USD 30 million budget. Despite its eventual success, Chu admitted he initially doubted his place in the industry, as per People magazine.

"When you said my list of movies, it lit up, and you said Crazy Rich Asians. That was a big point in my life. I didn't think I deserved to be in Hollywood," he said, adding, "So you actually can't win the lottery again."

He added that the project forced him to redefine his creative identity.

"I had to learn how to win in a different way or how to tell my story... choosing to do something that only I could tell was a scary ... I was like, 'No one's going to see this movie,'" he said, as quoted by People magazine.

Chu revealed he even warned his team about the risks, "I'm going to make a movie. I'm going to take five years, and I'm not going to make you any money."

However, their belief in him and the story helped bring the film to life.

The director credited his team's faith in showcasing Asian culture and diaspora experiences for the film's universal appeal.

"I knew that audience, whether you were Asian or not, would fall in love with the things that I fall in love with," he said, as per People magazine.

Following the success of 'Crazy Rich Asians', Chu directed In the Heights and the two-part Wicked adaptation, with the first instalment earning a Best Picture nomination at the 2025 Oscars.

Looking ahead, Chu has signed a multi-year deal with Paramount Skydance and is attached to several high-profile projects, including a Britney Spears biopic, a live-action Hot Wheels film, and an animated adaptation of Dr. Seuss'

The animated feature, slated for a 2028 release, will mark Chu's first venture into animation.

Actors Josh Gad and Ariana Grande have been linked to the project. Gad hinted at the scale of the collaboration, writing on Instagram, "Never been more excited to go places. We are dreaming up something very, very special for you."

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Sarah B
Imposter syndrome hits everyone, no matter how successful you are. Jon Chu's honesty is refreshing. It takes courage to admit you doubted yourself, especially after creating something as culturally impactful as 'Crazy Rich Asians'.
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Priya S
From an Indian perspective, Chu's story resonates deeply. Bollywood has its own stars, but seeing an Asian-American director succeed in Hollywood gives hope to diverse storytellers everywhere. The fact that he doubted himself even after such a hit shows how systemic bias can be.
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Michael C
Respect for Chu's vulnerability, but is this really a big deal? Everyone struggles with confidence at some point. He's made millions from global hits, so this feels a bit self-indulgent. Focus on the art, not the angst.
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Vikram M
The part about 'thinking you can't win the lottery again' is so relatable. In India, we call it 'naiyya paar utarna'—once you cross the river, you're scared you might drown the next time. Chu's humility is admirable.
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Amanda J
Love how Chu credits his team's belief in him. That's the essence of filmmaking—it's a collaborative art. His journey from self-doubt to creating 'Wicked' and More is proof that perseverance pays off.
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